Ferrall Residency Week 2

-monday feb 2-

Working Title: Post-Internet-Dance-Theatre-Production-Performance-Show

Reader,

Welcome to week 2 of this residency. I'm at work with Cullyn Murphy's MULTI class. Here are the notes I sent to the musicians:

They are kind of filled with ramblings, but I've found it useful to return to a "pre generative AI writing response" which is essentially word vomit, but it has become especially important to starting this working relationship while constrained by only being on campus for a week and being a stranger to these students besides this lingering idea of what an Almuni is meant to do for a small liberal arts school.

But the word vomit allows me to say "here is how my brain is working these days, what I'm thinking about and the language I can manage. I'm trying to be clear and meet the students halfway."

• Building Section - Brandon's Music (00:32 - 3:36) RUN WITH BUILD
  • I don't like how "far away" you sound, come closer! At 1 min i like this slowdown and breakaway from the other production but there is a compression to your voice that makes it sound too electronic and non-human. 
  • At 2:04 there is this great effect of a five second fade of your looping voice that really captures something I am looking for. 
  • The use of lyrics is perfect and made me wonder if they could become more of the focus on the track, like hone in on them with less instrumentation. Could you strip it away and follow the track you build? emphasising drum beats and riding melodies a bit more. 
  • I want the movement and the audio world to feel like a bunch of creatures like in the video game Spore. Creatures who are figuring out the world, by taking on this 'working mode' in this section, setting up the stage, and introducing the movement vocabulary. There should be an introduction here as well like how your fade out reintroduces us to our world.
• Set Up - Colin's Music (3:32 -4:35) RUN WITH BUILD
  • We really enjoyed the build of these first two eight counts but felt like it could be extended longer and live in simplicity for a while. I also felt like the driving percussion coming from the alarm was effective but needed some more "texture" by which i mean, starting loud and feeling more sampled or shifting into a surrounding feeling or a feeling of going up and down in intensity that maybe mimics the layering of speed and instruments you already have as part of the world. 
  • The third and fourth 8 counts were the perfect amount of complexity to create the main body of the music. I think it got too complicated too quickly and could get there but only to signal to the dancers that the music is about to shift.

To return to a messy brain filled with, what I hope, is collaborative potential.

-- things don't really work that way, and the two students whose feedback I write here^ actually ended up not engaging further with the work than the pieces they sent in. Maybe I had too much feedback, maybe they didn't want to collaborate and just wanted me to use something of theirs, maybe there is a disinterest in further working on something or there are time limitations, skill limitations, or something I'm unable to understand. What I do know is that they felt I disliked their contribution and did not want to work with me further,

During my first week here I met with Cullyn's MULTI class twice. The class is filled with creative students whose interests range from Photography, to Creative Writing, Video, and Music.

We meet once on Tuesday once on Thursday and the students are hesitant to join the actual dance process. I call them hesitant because they don't come to the rehearsals after class, but they do come to the Friday lecture and the final showing. So what's going on here? As I work with the students I converse with the other professors who seem to say that this is how things have been recently.

have no idea what will motivate them to get involved, and so I work with Cullyn a lot to get some ideas up and running for how they might be able to use in-class participation to create "digital elements" which add to the "user experience" of the dance. Which, feels almost dark, like the only way to get involvement is to put it in terms of future work, of what I'm calling "online sit at a cafe drinking matcha" type work. Part of the second in-class meeting attempts this in-class work by pulling up Loop videos from the MFA Thesis show and having students create a "Live Chat" commenting on the movement within the piece, the language the dancers are speaking while on stage, and the word bank of choreographic ques and

I don't even know if they'll ever come to the actual performance.

The general conversation I've had with professors is that students are having trouble committing, I miss the days of when I went here and students seemed to audition for the residencies. From all walks of life at the college. I do not have one student involved from Performing and Applied Arts

-tuesday feb 3rd-

Rehearsal Footage from Tuesday Night Rehearsal

Not included: videos with Daniel's 11 year old who has now joined the cast. Today is the first day without the dancer Ella who just dropped.

We re-choreograph.

-wednesday feb 5th-

Reader,

I have finally posted a bunch of drafts of writing to this site. I was holding on to them like they were so precious.

But it was holding me!

In a state! of! Suspended! Animation!

I've reorganized a lot of the pages and uploaded and sorted my files, I've cleared my drive, I've prepared myself for the downloads, I've set as wallpaper background, I've deleted 10gb videos from iMessage, I've moved to the cloud, I've prepared my dancers to do this dance once I've returned to New York, I have rehearsal on Monday.

Before today's rehearsals, I tape up all my thoughts to Adanya's walls, like a maniac.

I've let my thoughts fly a bit. And now, we move on. Feb 4th onwards!

The residency is almost over. There are three days of rehearsal left. And! Well! It's gonna be what it's gonna be. No that was dismissive and diminutive, right I mean. Three dancers have now dropped the piece. We're down to two and one was trained to do the Screen looping, OK. Daniel's eleven year old will be joining the piece. But she can't screen record that's ok she's picking up the movement so fast and now when they dance they make this beautiful height line. For Friday's performance she'll be able to participate. And for Chelonia, It's sort of a who knows...

How is this going to be a piece for the campus dance performance? I am not entirely sure. But I'm taking it as a lesson on setting and forgetting.

We work on the opening of the dance.

Set it forget it.

Don't work on it too much.

It works.

8countswalking,4stepsbackwithswingingarmshalfspeed,8passew/slicingorswingingarms,4trippletsforwards,2jumps(back&side)-walktonewpositions,repeatsequece

Our 5-7 pm rehearsal is spent learning this and Cullyn, Adanya, and a student Anson come to watch.

After working on the opening we try to nail down the transitions.

From section 1 to section 2 (fanfare) to section 3 (sunshine) back to fanfare with only movement, no tech yet.

Once that feels solid we work on figuring out the best way to make moments from the previous loops happen again. A sort of reverse engineering of videos. We come up with a system that we perform at 8pm because Lane gets locked out of the building.

-thursday feb 6th-

-friday feb 7th-

showtime

-final refelection- -reflection-

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I write this having returned to New York and begun another process with Cherrie Yu, where I'm throwing ping pong balls and dancing dancing dancing. Which is a good way to come out of a residency my friends.

Oh what a strange life it has been so far, to be asked to return to an institution that allowed me so much room for growth and personal development. To feel as though I am giving back to that which has made me who I am! Planing! off season crops to ensure future growth.

I do not regret my time at Beloit, but my heart does feel heavy knowing that the program is unable to be what it was for me for its' future generations. I can say that wholeheartedly, the program was absorbed into a larger program, chris retired, gina is on sabbatical, and the theatre professors leave their doors open as they talk about the cultural hardships of moving into a building that was once a dance departments and now has been forced to bend itself into fitting 4 different department needs.

There is a new culture around campus extending to the use of the building, what it means to show up, what it means to make a dance, and